Funny how small and insignificant you seem when your eyes wander up in the stars above and think of this world on a whole. Makes everything we all go through each day not seem quite so challenging. Specially knowing there's at least a handful of others in this big world with a world full of strife on their backs. I'm so grateful to be at this point, and knowing that- I'm not so fearful of what tomorrow might bring. I've been feeling pretty darn good lately, and with that, I've oddly had a lot more fear and anxiety about possibly NOT feeling so well again in the future. I'm scared to admit I'm really doubting whether this good streak WILL actually continue...and that I over that have doubt in my faith that I might actually be getting better! It's really been so nice not living in constant pain and having the foggy-ness in my mind I just don't want it to stop. I almost feel greedy that I might ask for more...
Ahh, apologizes for the rambling of The Shell Lady. I just have loved the last several days of feeling almost like I had a slightly normal life.
So the journey continues...
Lynette, I was so glad to get this post. Was updating my Prayer List this morning and was wondering how you have been doing. So glad you posted an update and to hear such great news! Don't doubt your faith or that you are healing...That is what we have been praying for!!! will continue to keep you in my prayers and look forward to future updates...... Debbi Saunders
ReplyDeleteThank you Debbi! You're prayers are helping!
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