Yesterday I had the honour to be a speaker at a local church for their teenage girls group. I woke that morning dreading the event, mostly because my body was so sore and tired from my illness. I kept thinking- maybe they'll forget to pick me up (I can no longer drive due to the illness), maybe it was cancelled, and so on. I truly wanted to share with the girls but it was as if the devil was fighting me every inch and not opening the doors to physically do the speech.
Soon the ladies from the church called and announced they had been delayed, and had to start the event a little later. They asked if I could be picked up around noon. Praise God- it gave me enough time to 'get my body' moving. I arrived shortly after noon to what seemed like chaos. I am quite an anal person when it comes to planning, and for things to be organized. It was NOT like that. I could tell the adults had 'lost' the girls. Girls were going every which way, being wild. While one adult tried to fix the dreaded chocolate fountain, the other ladies sat and complained about things in their lives, their husbands, and even their own kids (to which most of them were there in the same room). There was a wedding reception downstairs, and I was amazed at the adults reaction towards the girls. They said things like 'they're doomed, what an great way to end your life', etc. I treasure my marriage- all the ups and downs, spending my life with the man I love. These ladies had the right notion and intended the event to be inspiration and productive for the girls, although it was clear it had clearly lost that track.
The rest of the event went pretty much the same as it had started, but I thank God I had an opportunity to speak to each of them. I'm not saying they didn't get anything from the rest of the day- I hope they did. It just reminded me so much of the need to stay positive, specially amongst our youth. We are making the mold for them. We need to watch we we all say, and how we portray life. Who knows, maybe a year or so ago, I would have been the same as the other adults there- caught up in life, not recognizing what life is really about.
Don't let anyone tell you your job of being a mom is easy- we all know differently. I tell my kids all the time, "If the only reason I was put on this Earth, was to be a Mom to you kids, I'm alright with that. It is my honor to be your Mom" My kids giggle every time, but I think they know it is true.